august 25 MEGA adventures

finally, our 50th anniv is official! last night was hmm.. how will i describe it. during the program, mjo bored and all, kasi wala akong kausap. pero.. this cute guy sitted beside me. (as in the height is cute!) he handed me his cam and ayun, puro mukha ko na yung nasa camera. toinx! i had a great night w/ his company and because he's busy that even if we dont talk that much, ok lang basta katabi ko sya.haha! kuntento na sya sa pangungulit ko (patay ako pag nabasa nya to!) nakakatuwa talaga syang pagmasdan eh.. tapos nagtatama pa yung paningin namin! tae!hehehe hay.. instant family ba to?? hay naku.. umuulan kasi ng magagandang lahi kagabi.. mga kalahi! so now, i think i can describe my night as super saya? mega enjoy? with matching hide&seek at trespassing sa function room ng hotel para mkapag bar!with matching adventure! pass one a.m na when the DECADES Invasion began! the night is young and so are we!

Decades group: cathy danica anna quichie khen kreena jupiter and master lionel

imagine going to gimmicks with your dress on. i never change clothes kaya inay how do i look naman? buti na lang hindi sya long gown. i met this 3guys. 2of them were siblings. jeff, jay, and.. khen's dance partner..mr.unknown. jeff was really nice. and i liked him. he's the kind of like when he stares at you, he's reading your mind. oh my!oh my! why on earth did i meet him?hmm, maybe its just like the same-old-story. but really, am happy sweating with you guys! sauna bath kasi sa decades, super init sa dami ng tao. pero masaya ko kahit na-burn yung fats na pinakaaalagaan ko. and then, after the hellos.the goodbye. they have to go, i felt sad. and they went. after some time.. i need air. we went out. when suddenly..

(kring!kring!)
calling..
mama

shocks! alas quatro ng umaga tsk tsk it only meant one thing: happy time's over. kumbaga kay cinderella, alas dose na. kaya lang.. ang sasakyan ni lionel, na-carnap mismo ni lionel. ayun. wala na..wala na kameng pamasahe pauwi! pero si mama tumatawag pa rin. kaya manong driver ng taxi, please paliparin mo na kung kaya! buti na lang, kaya pa din ng bulsa ang bill sa taxi. parang amazing race lang eh. anak vs. magulang. kung sino unang makadating sa hotel, mali, dapat ako/kami ang mauna sa hotel! ako lang ang mananalo o matatalo at hindi ang magulang ko.

**hingang malalim. Manila Pav na.**
hindi pa pala tapos ang gabi.. kasi may mas malala pang naghihintay na problema haha o di ba andaming adventures!

para kaming mga dagang nahuli sa patibong. sa larong hide&seek, wag kang magpapahuli kundi ikaw ang taya. ang kaibahan lang sa min, sa simula, taguan. sa kahabaan ng laro, malaya kasi hindi ka nahuhuli. hanggang sa huli pala, sa lungga ng taya ka mapupunta. ayun! chugi! sana na-feel mo rin yung pagtaas ng blood pressure ko nung pagpasok namin ng kwarto ng hotel, andun ang kalaban!

pero kahit ganun, masaya pa rin!
happy anniversary rho chi!

simple things

honey i love you and that i miss you so much. i wouldnt trade you for anything in this world! kahit sa unlimited shopping spree o kaya sa isang bodega ng toblerone at ferrero. hmm.. my tamang sagot ba pag tinanong ka ng Q's like 'why do you love me' and 'how much'.. i cant find the right words kc para sagutin yon, or cgro wala talaga akong maisip na sagot. i guess there's no right answer to that. when i say i love you, that says it all! kaso minsan may gsto ka lang marinig kaya ka nagtatanong ng ganon. i cant help but smile.. this person always bugs my mind. naisip ko lang kasi sana malapit lang din sya un tipong anjan lang sa tabi pakalat-kalat. i feel so high-spirited alam mo yung feeling na u want to go on kas e alam mong may isang taong sobrng ngiinspire syo. and that isa sya sa motivation mo sa buhay. i mean in everything you do. its how i feel. kahit tapang tapangan ako pag kaharap (sya), isang yakap lang ang katapat non para gumuho ung pader na nagpapanggap na malakas ako. na minsan hndi ko na kailangan magpaliwanag pa, na minsan ang gusto ko lang gawin ay humilig sa mga balikat mo at huminga ng maluwag. na minsan kahit hindi ka nagtatanong alam kong nagaalala ka. these simple things made me fall much deeper. i love you. i will always do, until our hair turns gray, and our eyes blurry, and our skin saggy, you will still be the most wonderful moment of my life.. lagi ko na lang sinasabi sayo yan eh, nagsasawa ka na ba? hmmmp! panget ka tlga.. i love you..

walang??

hmm.. this familiar feeling. so at home in me. just like those days when im feeling heaven and hell. im in this relationship for quite a long time now, and i guess no matter how long id be, i wont be able to undrstand everything perfectly. i dont know how im able in making up with everything. standing strong, keeping a smile on the face. when deep inside, all you wanted was somebody to hold you tight, that even if you pretend to be strong, he knows exactly what you're feeling. that at times, you dont have to always say that you want him around, that you feel blue and it would be great having him beside you.
minsan talaga, kelangan mo ding plastikin ang sarili mo. mas madali nga namang ngumiti o mgpanggap na masaya kesa magpaliwanag kung bakit ka malungkot. at higit sa lahat, minsan kelangan mo rin ng lakas para sabihing mahina ka. pero d ba, ang hirap humanap ng taong mkakaintindi sa lahat ng tinatakbo ng isip mo. kung meron, swerte mo. minsan naman, kung sino pa yong inaakala mong makakaintindi, parang sya pa yung may pinakanakakalokang magisip sa lahat. pero ganon talaga. Man is unique eh. tulad ko, hindi ko alam kung may nkakaintindi pa sa sinasabi ko ahaha. habang binabasa mo to naisip mo bang magulo din ang isip ko? ang gulo talaga ng mundo no, pakiayos mo nga.

my summer weekend

my weekend was so happy.. im with my two cousins na tulad ko mga lukaret den! si diane (aka ting-pa) and marvi (aka booba/in fairness sya lang nabiyayaan sa family namen!) and yours truly (aka dyosa!). takas kasi tong si ting-pa sa probinsya at ako ba naman ang gamitin para payagan sya dba?and bilang ate sa knilang dalawa (at syempre dhil responsible at mabait tlga ako!haha) ayun, napilitang samahan sila we stayed sa apartment sa cubao (kung saan madaming alibangbang, kng anu yon? ask ricky d expert!) ayun, grocery kami ng hapon ng saturday kasi super walang supply ng fud! kung ganong nkakaloka pag mgkakasama kame? imagine pati guard sa supermarket tawagin ba nmang 'babyboy'??! matatawa ka nlang (kame pala) sa sobrang kahihiyan! kasi siraulo tlga si ting-pa ang leader ng mga kahihiyan naming tatlo.. hndi nyo tlga kakayanin ang powers ng babaing yan. late na kami nkatulog ng sat kasi masyado kaming naging busy sa nails namen! tpos nagutom, midnight snack (salamat sa sponsor namen instant sopas) at daldalan to da max! manuod ng videos (si ting-pa kasi ngaudition sa PBB kaya ayun, pinagtyagaan namin panuorin ung video nya).
Sunday morning.
hay.. eto nanaman. wala kaming ginawa kundi kumain_maginternet_manuodngtv_matulog at syempre daldalan! (ganun yata tlga pag hndi nwwalan ng paguusapan). may nadagdag pa sa ctivities namen sa araw na to. walang iba kundi.. picture-picture! (adik kc talaga kame sa pics wen we'r together.. whenever..wherever) parang each time, capture-the-moments! pag walang magawa, kasama sa agenda namen ang mag-fit ng mag-fit ng damit, mag-make-up, mag-ayos, gear-up, at magbosohan! si marvi kase kinse pa lang yan pero d halata mas muka pang bente katawan nya kesa samen!
ayun ang kwento. als dos nanaman ng madaling araw. haaaay.. sana happy din nagbabasa nito c: pis! -.-

paikutikotikot..

ang buhay talaga parang gulong. kelan kaya titigil sa pagikot at manatili ka na lamang sa taas? kung saan lahat ng bagay umaayon sa gusto mo.. lahat ng bagay nccontrol mo, lahat ng pangyayari.. minsan talaga ang labo ng buhay.. masyadong mapaglaro.. mapagbiro. laging may test eh, si BIG brother tlga.. kelan ba matatapos lahat? kung saan walang iniisp na problema.. kung saan lahat masaya. aba eh alam na to di ba? kaya tara na! inum na lang tayo!

one moment..

life seems to be so amazing.. well i hope i always see this all the time.. there are moments like this na parang i cant do anything but wonder and wonder and wonder about things here and there.. ang gulo no? mnsan tlga hirap iexplain ng nrramdaman. i mean i dont know.. i find it hard to put my feelings into words. as if nothing will fit in my emotions. ever been in a situation wherein everything seems so perfect and then suddenly prng nshatter ang mundo mo becoz of this unwanted event that you nver expected to happen?not even a thot.. not even in your dreams? worst of all, lahat ng hate, anger, at kung anu ano pang negative feelings parang nilipad lang lahat ng hangin. all your life, you can nver be ok..and just a snap, everything's changed! and there's no turning back! just seeing that person around makes your day.. makes you feel better.so crazy... so insane! is it possible for two persons to get along when both of you are at the end of the line? its not possible for both of you to meet half way, then what?? i just thot of this one moment.. and each time i realize im missin someone afar.

wishin hopin prayin

hay.. it really is a hard time for me.. crammin' coz the term is almost over.. last week of classes now, finals week tomorrow.. so many presentations to make, exams to pass (ofcourse!) hope evrything will turn out just fine. hopefully. well, summer has just arrived. can feel the heat. but got no plan so far. aside from the upcoming outoftown with the scans. its an activity. uhm.. well, ayun.. im new here.. tnx to bee for helpin me out.

haha